Vain am I?

What is vain? definition; excessively proud of or concerned about one's own appearance, qualities, achievements. Itu ape yang I jumpe bile I type "vain" kat google. (tak caye? maka sila lah check di http://www.google.com.my/search?hl=en&source=hp&biw=&bih=&q=vain&btnG=Google+Search)

Malam semalam, before nak tido, I usually make a list ''things I want to buy next month bile duit elaun dah masuk'' when I start to question myself, am I vain? looking at the list, I found out that I spend more money on make up, moisturizer, lotion etc. rather than foods or cloth for that matter. like, much much more. granted, certain things are necessaries for your daily use. things you can't live without.macam selipar tandas

so, i decided to list down sume personal care product and make up yang hak milik I. here we go:

Sila abaikan buku yang bersepah di belakang.sekian

1. Lotion St. Ives

2. Lotion pomegranate body shop

3. Eubos hand lotion

4. Guardian shea butter hand cream yang bau busuk

5. Vaseline

6. Bedak sejuk (sebab tak mampu beli sk II)

7. Revlon lip stick

8. Color sensational lip stick

9. body shop shimmer lip balm

10. body shop chap stick

11. palmer's lip balm

12. elianto eye shadow

13. Rimmel eye shadow

14. face shop eye shadow

15. Rimmel concealer                            16. Eyelash curler

17. Loreal make up remover                   18. tweezer

19. body shop skin boost                      19. nail clipper

18. MAC strobe cream                          20.Blusher

21. MAC foundation                              22. J&J bedak

23. Maybelline eyestudio                      24. Tony & Guy hairspray

25. Loreal hair serum                             26. Nivea deodorant

27. body shop lip liner                           28. 3 eyeliner (sume black)

29. MAC compact powder                     30. 2 maybelline mascara

31. loreal moisturizer                             32. herbal essential hair mask

33. fruit of the earth aloe vera                 34. body shop eye reviver yang tidak berkesan

Selalu pakai   Pakai time tertentu sahaja

Dari list kat atas, kira-kira I akan pakai about 6 products lepas mandi. fuh...banyaknye.kalau nak pergi kelas boley pakai up to 11 products. bukan bedak sejuk la of cos. karang menjerit la pulak budak-budak kelas ingat nampak hantu. itu tak termasuk lagi basuh muka, shampoo, conditioner, face scrub, body scrub, feet scrub, whatever scrub. Gone are the days when I used to just wash my face and not bothering with any of the after facial product. *sigh.

Ok, so why bother wearing all that stuff kalau tak nak kan? This is why:

before make up

after make up

punye la hot muka lepas make up, kalau boleh time tido pun tak nak cuci make up. so, kalau korang la kan, korang nak ke muka before make up ke atau after make up? Definitely la after make up. Bukan sebab nak muka cantik. Itu sebab nak mengelakkan orang menjerit macam kena sawan babi lepas tengok muka.


so, kalau muka I dari mcm ni:

jadi macam ni:

(sedikit perasan di sini)

Nak tepek muka dengan bedak sejuk tiap-tiap malam pun I rela you. For me, putting a lot of effort on my appearances is not vain. It is simply an unselfish act of taking care of myself. Word of warning; do not overdo it tho. Unless if you want to look like this:

ape tgk2?

 

as long as i shows some self restrain, i dont think im vain thankyouverymuch.